To My Secret Keepers
fairy-pokemon:

Please, please, please if you see this, reblog it. This is someone I know and am friends with and I’m really scared right now because there’s no telling what the hell happened to her, and she was one of the first friends I ever made when I came out to the OC. She still hasn’t been found and she was last seen 6 days ago, and that really worries me. 
Even if it’s not your area, you may have people who follow you who are in the area. Please help bring Shameca home.

fairy-pokemon:

Please, please, please if you see this, reblog it. This is someone I know and am friends with and I’m really scared right now because there’s no telling what the hell happened to her, and she was one of the first friends I ever made when I came out to the OC. She still hasn’t been found and she was last seen 6 days ago, and that really worries me. 

Even if it’s not your area, you may have people who follow you who are in the area. Please help bring Shameca home.

I have never cried so much in my life.

My eyes are burning and I feel empty.

I could do with some advice, if anyone’s around?
21 Today.

To My Secret Keepers,

It’s my birthday today!

Love, Your Secret Keeper.

Bad Week.

To My Secret Keepers,

What a bad week.

  • I’ve had really bad PMS. 
  • I’ve not been eating or sleeping properly
  • I’m stressed at work (or rather, my university placement)
  • I’m stressed about uni work
  • I missed my bus this morning and was late to work
  • I’ve just had an argument with my boyfriend
  • And I just fell down the stairs. :(

Let’s hope next week is better.

Love, Your Secret Keeper.

PMS

To My Secret Keepers,

The past few months I’ve been getting really extreme PMS. I know it’s PMS because it happens so suddenly about a week before my period, and vanishes the minute I start my period.

Firstly, I get ridiculous mood swings. I can be quite calm (not happy though), to furious at my boyfriend/friends/parents to the point where I want to scream at them, to sobbing on the floor in the corner in about half an hour. Quite frankly I don’t know how my boyfriend puts up with it. I’ve told him that it’s the hormones and I apologise afterwards, but still. It really puts a strain on our relationship when I’m like this. 

Also, I seem to get really depressed. And I don’t mean just feeling a little bit down. I feel literally heavy, and all I want to do is crawl into a hole. I spend most of my time on the floor under a blanket (cliche, but true), and I can’t concentrate on anything when I’m at work. On top of this, all my thoughts are negative. I start worrying about EVERYTHING. I get needy, and I feel like I’m annoying everyone around me. I feel like I’m the most useless human being on earth and I’m a burden to everyone. I feel like nothing in the world is worth living for. And I’m worried that whenever I tell people how I feel, they’ll think I’m being melodramatic and attention seeking. 

I’m just grateful these symptoms are fleeting, and only last a week each month. If I felt like this all the time, I honestly think I would be feeling suicidal. 

It’s getting worse each month, I swear it is.

Love, Your Secret Keeper.

First Day.

To My Secret Keepers,

It’s my first day of placement tomorrow, and I’m very nervous.

Wish me luck!

Love, Your Secret Keeper.

Help.

I don’t know what to do.

To My Secret Keepers,

I’m stressed. I have so much going on at the moment, and so much to worry about. I’m moving to a completely different city on my own for two months to do a work placement, which I need to pass, for my university degree. 

On top of that, I can’t seem to stop arguing with my boyfriend. I don’t know whether it’s the stress, but I keep getting mad at him. I know I shouldn’t, and I know I’m being irrational, but I just can’t help getting moody when I really need to talk and he doesn’t give me his full attention. We just seem to be fighting every day and I’m just getting more and more stressed, which is making me more and more irrational, which is making us fight more.

I find myself avoiding people because I just can’t be bothered with social interaction, I have a constant headache, I keep crying, and I just feel like I can’t cope anymore. I don’t know what I can do to feel better.

I just don’t know what to do.

Love, Your Secret Keeper.