To My Secret Keepers

How do you you stop yourself being so clingy?

To My Secret Keepers,

I find myself being too clingy. All I want to do is talk to him or see him all the time.

I know that if I back off a little bit, he’ll probably start chasing me again instead of waiting for me to contact him. And that will be good because I fear he’s being turned off my my clingyness…

But how do I do that? I just want to talk to him. All the time.

Love, Your Secret Keeper.

Why is studying so hard?

To My Secret Keepers,

I have a very important exam on Tuesday.

I know that if I just study until then, I should be okay. But my mind can’t focus.

Help?

Love, Your Secret Keeper.

Scared.

To My Secret Keepers,

I think I’ve found somebody who is everything I’ve ever said I wanted.

So why am I scared?

Love, Your Secret Keeper.

I really mean this, please talk to me if you need to talk to somebody.

I think that if I ever have kids, and they are upset, I won’t tell them that people are starving in China or anything like that because it wouldn’t change the fact that they were upset. And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact that you have what you have.

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—	The Perks Of Being A Wallflower (via lemonscenteddaves)

Such a wonderful day.

To My Secret Keepers,

Today has been magical.

A guy friend from home came all the way on the train to visit me at university today. I say ‘friend’, but I think we’re slowly becoming more than that.

We walked in the pouring rain, got lost, went to the zoo, got lost again, walked in the rain some more, and went for a drink in the pub before he went home.

I’ve never felt so comfortable in anybody’s company. He just makes me so happy.

Everything about the day was imperfect (the rain, getting lost etc.) but for some reasons the imperfections made it perfect.

This is the happiest I’ve felt for a long time.

Love, Your Very Happy Secret Keeper.

Assignments and practicals and exams, oh my!

To My Secret Keepers,

I have so much university work going on at the moment. I have essay after essay after essay to write, endless exams to revise for and practical assessments to panic about.

I keep telling myself to push through because it will be over by the end of the month, but it’s just so hard. I’m not used to this much work!

Love, Your Secret Keeper.

Why am I so hypocritical?

To My Secret Keepers,

I think that ~~girls~~ people of all shapes and sizes are beautiful.

But why, then, do I keep looking in the mirror and wishing I was thinner?

Love, Your Secret Keeper.

Why does this always happen?

To My Secret Keepers,

This always happens.

I’m such a reserved person, and it takes a while for me to trust you. But when I do, I trust you with my everything.

Then when you break that trust, I’m left with nothing, feeling worse off than when I started.

Love, Your Secret Keeper.